INBOXText / Voice / Video / Action"Hi! This is Usagi Tsukino, sorry, I can't answer right now but if you leave a message I'll get back to you quick as a bunny! Have a nice day!"code credit
[ Luke took a deep breath, struggling not to pour everything out like he had just before with Reaper. ]
There... is this guy that I met at the beginning of this month -- a new Sleeper awakened. He is... very pretty, to the point it's hard not to think of him, even when he's not around. He's distant, but... kind, in a way; I can feel how gentle and aware of others he is, but at the same time, he's... quiet. I don't get a feel for his emotions as easily as I do others, and it's comforting, in a way.
[ Another deep breath; stars above, he sounded like an idiot right now. ]
He stopped by, after I had a memory broadcasted over the omnis. He stayed with me as it started to rain, and I fell asleep on his shoulder. It's the first time since coming here I've... been able to sleep without nightmares, and I just can't get out of my head that it happened because I was curled up against him.
I-I feel like I'm falling in love, but I haven't really fallen for another man before -- well, maybe I had a small crush on Han, but I got over that quickly -- and I'm already dating Airy and I just don't know what I'm supposed to do about this at all!?
[ He had steadily started to ramble at the last part, to the point where his voice went high pitched toward the end. ]
[ Luke looked embarrassed at losing his control again, following the breathing motions that Usagi was doing. Look, as long as she didn't tell Obi-Wan or anyone else that he lost it like that, he wouldn't feel too bad about it. ]
No, I haven't told her.
[ He let out a breath. ]
It's... been harder for me to find ways to talk to her, since I've gotten to know my mother.
Luke, before anything further goes on with this guy, you first need to talk to her. Discuss a threesome or break up, or whatever it is you two agree on but it is ABSOLUTELY important for you to talk to her first before you continue moving on with this other guy. Airy deserves open communication and don't you DARE be an asshole who cheats on people. Am I understood?
[Usagi nodded, clearly pleased he wasn't going to cheat.]
Well, see if she might be open to the idea of a threesome? Or if he might be, or whether or not you would even want such a thing personally? You could do an open relationship too if you're all willing.
I... care about Airy, a lot. But at the same time... I know her personality is entirely different, but I look at her and I see my mother. It's... awkward, and it isn't fair to me or her if I try to force a relationship when there's that hovering over it. At the same time... breaking up with her for the same reason my father used to stalk her is going to hurt her just as much.
[ He let out a sigh. ]
And D... it's still so new. I just know that this was the first time I've actually fallen asleep and slept the whole time. It's... nice, to be that comfortable around someone.
Anakin stalked- of course he did... [She sighs. Why is she not surprised?]
It may not be fair to break up for... looking like your mother, but it's even less fair to her and it may very well hurt her more if the only reason you're staying with her because you don't want to hurt her. You need to talk to Airy, Luke. She deserves to know and have a say in this. REAL relationships are a constant conversation, Luke.
Whatever you decide to do with D needs to happen AFTER you talk with Airy. Even if nothing more than D becoming a giant pillow comes from it.
[ He gave her a look at her aborted sentence, as if asking if she was really surprised by that information. His father was a lot of things, but "reasonable" and "capable of understanding boundaries" were not among those things. ]
You're right, and I will, I mean that.
[ He let out a soft breath, flashing a warm smile. ]
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There... is this guy that I met at the beginning of this month -- a new Sleeper awakened. He is... very pretty, to the point it's hard not to think of him, even when he's not around. He's distant, but... kind, in a way; I can feel how gentle and aware of others he is, but at the same time, he's... quiet. I don't get a feel for his emotions as easily as I do others, and it's comforting, in a way.
[ Another deep breath; stars above, he sounded like an idiot right now. ]
He stopped by, after I had a memory broadcasted over the omnis. He stayed with me as it started to rain, and I fell asleep on his shoulder. It's the first time since coming here I've... been able to sleep without nightmares, and I just can't get out of my head that it happened because I was curled up against him.
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I... I don't know what to do.
I-I feel like I'm falling in love, but I haven't really fallen for another man before -- well, maybe I had a small crush on Han, but I got over that quickly -- and I'm already dating Airy and I just don't know what I'm supposed to do about this at all!?
[ He had steadily started to ramble at the last part, to the point where his voice went high pitched toward the end. ]
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Second, before we discuss you being in love with someone else, does Airy know about this guy?
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No, I haven't told her.
[ He let out a breath. ]
It's... been harder for me to find ways to talk to her, since I've gotten to know my mother.
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I-I would never! It's why this situation with D is so...
[ He gestured vaguely with his hand, as if that was enough to convey how boggled he was by all this. ]
I've never been in a situation where... I just feel so helpless with a person. And I still care about Airy, but this is... so different.
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Well, see if she might be open to the idea of a threesome? Or if he might be, or whether or not you would even want such a thing personally? You could do an open relationship too if you're all willing.
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...you're throwing a lot of things at me I never really thought about.
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Okay, let's just... slow down and go back to the very first and most important step.
Luke, how do you feel when you think about your "very pretty" man? And how do you feel about Airy? Are they the same or different kinds of feelings?
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[ Luke's shoulders dropped. ]
I... care about Airy, a lot. But at the same time... I know her personality is entirely different, but I look at her and I see my mother. It's... awkward, and it isn't fair to me or her if I try to force a relationship when there's that hovering over it. At the same time... breaking up with her for the same reason my father used to stalk her is going to hurt her just as much.
[ He let out a sigh. ]
And D... it's still so new. I just know that this was the first time I've actually fallen asleep and slept the whole time. It's... nice, to be that comfortable around someone.
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It may not be fair to break up for... looking like your mother, but it's even less fair to her and it may very well hurt her more if the only reason you're staying with her because you don't want to hurt her. You need to talk to Airy, Luke. She deserves to know and have a say in this. REAL relationships are a constant conversation, Luke.
Whatever you decide to do with D needs to happen AFTER you talk with Airy. Even if nothing more than D becoming a giant pillow comes from it.
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You're right, and I will, I mean that.
[ He let out a soft breath, flashing a warm smile. ]
Thanks, Usagi. I'm glad I have you to talk to.
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