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lightthedarkness) wrote2021-09-01 07:29 pm
lightthedarkness) wrote2021-09-01 07:29 pm
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"Hi! This is Usagi Tsukino, sorry, I can't answer right now but if you leave a message I'll get back to you quick as a bunny! Have a nice day!"
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[Maul knows just a little of how much it hurts Usagi to away from those that she loves. He can't imagine the pain she feels being separated from Mamoru.
Maul scowls and folds his arms in a stubborn fashion when she tells him what he should be letting Savage know.]
I don't know if even that would be enough. His loyalty can be a bit blinding at times.
[Partially Maul thinks it's the spell that Talzin put upon Savage, to always loyally follow his brother's commands no matter what it was that Maul asked of him.]
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So... I miss him... I can't even begin to put into words how much my world feels like it's just a thin shadow of itself without him here...
But I know Mamoru would never want me in pain, would never want me to only focus on the pain and the longing.
So, for his and my sake, I keep going.
And it's... it's easier to not bring him up, because I will... [She lets out a shaky breath, her eyes now watery.] if I start.... if I start I won't be able to stop and... [She wipes at her cheeks as a few tears fall.] And I just have to remind myself that I only miss him this much because I love him this much.
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[Which is just a long, convoluted way of saying he gets it.]
He sounds wonderful. You have such love in your heart and I know he must be a good, kind person for you to love him as much as you do. I know missing him shows that love, just in a different way than it would be if he was here beside you. You're a good person, Usagi, one of the very best I've ever met and I hope he finds his way back to you someday.
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I've waited thousands of years to be beside him, I just... I just have to wait some more, I guess. [Her hands move to her ring, the pink heart-shaped diamond is as much a part of her as her actual crystal. When she is desperate for Mamoru's warmth, she kisses it, and sometimes she imagines he's holding her or that she can smell the earth.
She lets out a breath, aware they've gotten way off track about Savage and Maul's memory.]
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[He deliberately says 'will' instead of 'if.' He hates to think that this place would be so cruel as to keep Usagi from her soulmate for all eternity. Eventually, he would come to this place, and then his friend would have the piece of her heart that was missing back again.]
And I shall be glad to get to know him when the time comes.
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And you think I'm joking, I am not. [Usagi's ENTIRE RELATIONSHIP has not gone a. single. fucking. year. without someone trying to woo or outright kidnap Mamoru to be with him. Mamoru is just that amazing, she DOES get it. Doesn't make it any less exhausting.] And before you go "oh but I have Reaper."
I don't care.
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[He would like to say there is absolutely no chance of it happening but he can't be certain. Maul can't always tell how he'll react around people who are genuinely kind to him.]
It is a good thing then that I do not fall in love often.
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Quiet, you.
[He's been without love for so long that sometimes he doesn't realize he still has a lot to give to people around him.]
Well, I think I am going to go find my brother and give him a hug. This memory was a good reminder of what we still have even after losing so much.
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[Progress!]
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